assalamualiakum sumee!!!!
hurmmm,,,,dugaan...dugaann...dan dugaan...
ape yg ley kte wat????
time jelaa....aq redha....aq saba...aq twu,,,ade lgi owg yg lg besar ujiannyer....tp.....
YA ALLAH....
kalau lar ade yg paham aty aq???klaw la ade yg phm perasaan aq...
penat aq....ssh aq,...
knp aq diberi ujian sbgini...
aq disahkan ade ktumbuhan kat kpale pd 19 mac lalu...
aq xsgke mcm ni besar ujian yg diberi....
tp ape mmpu aq wat....aq trime...aq time...
xpelah..mgkin allah xnk aq leka...allah xnk aq lalai....allah sruh aq ingat kt die jer agknyer....
tp knp aq???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
knp aq ya alllah???!!!!!!!!!!
aq xtahan....aq sdey!!!!
aq kne stop blaja dlu....untuk sementara.....kne extand stdy dlu.....macam mane aq nk tempuh sume tue???mcm mane????
ya allah ya tuhanku.....aq xnk lar pk bkn2....
yee....mgkin owg xfhm.....
mgkin owg xnpk....tp aq ase mcm da xmmpu nk idop...knp aq smpai pk cmtu skali????
kwn2....dowang yg bg semangat........tp sume tu mmpu ker nk lawan????subhanallah...
aq xsanggup....aq xsanggup....ape ptot aq wat????aq lemah....aq xkuat...
aq da xcam dlu....wlaupun mmpu bjalan..tp xmmpu blari...CERIA!!!
MCM DLU....sume nie ade hikmah ker???sume ni ade hikmah ker??!!!!
aq xnpk pon.....tunjukkan lar kat aq...
cuma stu jer...law lar sakit ni dtg utk ubah prangai ayah aq....utk knlkan sume kwn2 aq kt dia...aq trime....aq bsyukur sgt2...tp yeke????knp skg???knpe ble adk aq da xde????aq rindu sgt kt adk aq....aq rindu sgt kt apiz....apiz,,akk rindu sgt kt ko apiz...:'(
akk nk sgt jmpe ko....akq da xtahan mcm ni apiz....:'(
owg tgk akk hepy,,owg tgk akk ske...sbb akkxnk owg sdey sbb akk...tp klaw lar owg twu sumenye apiz...
akk sayangkan ko.....akk rindu sgt kt ko,...akk nk jmpe ko apiz...:'(
aq rindu kwn2 kt poli.....skejap jer knl dowang....kejap jer jmpe ngn dowang....tp aq bsyukur sgt dpt knl downg....bg aq downg bkn kwn....tp sahabat....aq xtaw lar knp....aq ase cam adk brdk sndri..
...erin,,.,
dlu slalu lepak ngn die...mkn ngn die...
stdy ngn die...
syggg sgt kt die cam adk sndrikk....sbb die pon manje....
tapii.....hmmm,,,
,kakyam syg sgt kt ko....sdey sgt ble dpt twu camni...sumenye tegendala..hmm,,,hope erin blaja lek lok....
stdy btol2...da nk final....k.yam sygkan erin....owg nk sumenye mcm dlu...
xnk mcm ni....tp ape ley owg wat???????owg nk erin epy,,,,owg nk sume owg epy....
xtw cane ley knl die...
epy sgt knl ngn die....sronok sgt.....slme aq sakit,,,die slalu teman aq....slalu mlawak....slalu wat klaka,,,,knp ntah sblum aq sakit pon bnyk luangkan mase ngn die....tp sume stkat kwn jer...
coz die pon ksar owgnyer...law bgurau pon ske gurau kasar....tp aq xksh pon....jz kdg2 jer tacing...tp diowang mane ade aty....ag aq tacing lg kap mnyampah,,..lame2 aq pon da bese.....p ade sket geram lar....
hahaha...kn da ktawe....aty aq jd lpe yg aq ni sakit....cam aq xde mslh pon kdg law mcg ngn die....
kdg2 bosan jgk 24jam mcg jer....tp xtaw lar ade jer cter...
n law nk tawu,,,die ni law mcg jujo....mksud aq ayat die skema....hahaah...full of sentences....
hehehehee....nk cter ag ni....hahaha..asal ntah cter sal die pulak...hahahaha...
tp law mcg pndek,,pndek btol....mak pon smpai ktawe law aq cter sal die.....hahaha
hmmm....tp tu lar...
dam idop mcm2 owg.....mcm2 prangai.....
aq xtwu nk kap.....hope owg tu ley brubah jd ape yg kte xsgke stu ary nt...
amai sgt owg kt dunia ni...lom knl aty budi....prngai sbnr....
pe downg wat....tp sumenye tletak kat HATI kn....
aq mmg da agp cam adk brdik sndri....sjak kwn ngn adq aq lg...aq xknl die pon mse tue...tp start knl apip ni sejak msok poli....sblom aq sakit,,mcm2 yg jd.....aq penah gadoh ngn die....alaa,,mlut owg....gpon die ank slong,,mmg r brapi....kdg geram gak ngn prngai die....tp bia lar,,,dri die...hahaha..tu lar,,,ble tgk die tringat apiz....die kn kwn ngn apiz dlu...rindu gler kt apiz...
die ngn si aswat tu pon da mcm belangkas....mse time polibriged kt mlake tu pon aq xrapat ngn dowang sgt lg....nk dekat mase aq sakit tu jer,,,cane ntah bley baek ngn downg.....
bukan downg btige jer,,
degawan,,
nua,
kecik,reza,apiz,ajol,amy,botek,...
nua,
kecik,reza,apiz,ajol,amy,botek,...
.emmm,,cape ag eh...dak2 hospitaliti..
.kina,,aida,pling xley lpe asmah lar.....klaka sgt...xingt lar sape ag...amai sgt...hehehe..
tp kownag bes sgt.....mgu2 laz sblom aq sakit bnyk lepak ngn korang....n sempat g gnung ngn korang kn...xsangke sgt....dpt lepak kt dp same2....cume wat jer xde....tp ade ag xsmpt,,,tgk movie,,,ritu nk tgk xde cter bez.....pztu pnh skali nk ovrnight,,xjdi jgk.....emm,,bnyknyer kngn...sdey sgt.......nt ble aq da xde...
hope cter n coretan ni bg kngn n ingtan kt kowang sume....coz kowang sume da bnyk epykn aq.....emmm,,,sory lar law ade yg xsbut name kt sni.....aq xtw nk kongsi pe dh.....smpai sni dlu kot....nt aq sng or cht aq coret lg ea....
AQ REDHA NGN SUMENYE.....
TIME KASIH SBB ADE YG GEMBIRAKAN AQ....
kak yam sdey nyer.. :'( kak yam kne kuat....
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